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wow it has been one restfull long weekend..i finally finished sex and the city....

while i was at the gym yesterday..once again the "all gay gyming phonomenon" happened...lots of fag doing lots of weights...and im one of them....as i look around i see faces of people who come here not just to pump up im sure of that....but to make friends and to meet a potential partner...since some may have ruled out bars as their main joint...like me, i form the very beggining believed that i will never meet the person for me in a noisy bar full of smoke and dancing queens...which turened out be be right...i met my asawa in a quiet place, where i enjoy and have fun in....im not giving out more information.....hehehehehehe. so as i was saying these people come to the gym for more reasons that to be fit....a lot of them are actually looking for potential partner...but i never knew anybody who met at the gym and hit ot off, even my friend jeremy met somebody there, they ended up fuck_ _ _ each other with out actually fuck_ _ _. so whats really the point in going to the gym and spending time cooking yourself up in the sauna? maybe its that little thing called hope. that little thing that keeps us going and believing that somewhere out there in golds, fitness first, eclips of our friendly neighborhood bato bato gym is the person so different from us but still we cant get enought of

last week as we were giving relationships 101 lessons to kb and arienl...my asawa said something that i really try very hard to keep out of my head...he said....whatever happens in our relationship, i will be, so far his best partner and ours is so far the best relationship hes ever had....that got me thinking....are we really that different? while he was thingking that i am the best, im thingking im the worst person in thins relationship and i suck at it.....is our opinion of our performance so far from each other that when he said that i wanted to beg to disagree...mainly because i am not the best and i may never be the best...this got me wondering....how can i be the best when i think im the worst?

that being said....i think of the things that we are different........food, i like asian fussion and salads..he likes european fussion, clothers...im always sporty casual and hes smart casual-corporate.....movies, i like movies that will take you a while to digest he likes fun simple plotted movies (although i also enjoy those)....opinion, im honest to a fault and very tactless, hes ve very carefull with what he says....public image, i basically dont care what people think as long as im not fuc_ _ _ _  them up, hes has to keep a certain image mainly because of his work  and its very important to him....i can list alot of things that we are polar oposite but i guess that difference is whats keeping us together.... i am a person that dont easily give up and really try to see the silvery lining in every storm...i guess hes also that and eventhought we have more that a million differencewe try to see whats behind those difference and work at it...i guess thats what makes this work the silver lining behind the difference...last sunday before going to be i called him up, i was crying, i cant help it, im very emotional these days, i called him to say goodnight . but why the hell was i crying? probobly its the "i love him so much it hurts thats why im crying" thought....but watever the reason for my waterworks im glad it showed...atleast im not some stone hearted bitch who cant show emotion.

QUESTION OF THE DAY
whats one thing that makes you different from your partner?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
im tired of this i still dont have one

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

i was doing some research today for our future collections......and on a whim i searched for sagittarius in yahoo......im really not a big fan of astrology but as i read what is the written definition of sagittarius, i said to myself wow this is a bit true...well not all of them but a major part of it is true.
according to the net sagittarius people are:

Sagittarius is the ninth sign of the zodiac and is popularly associated with the keywords genius, optimistic, restless, enthusiastic, adventurous, honest, outspoken, and independent.^[1]

Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They may be on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence.^[2]

Although generally easygoing, Sagittarius is a fire sign, which can manifest itself as having a generally quick temper. Fortunately, Sagittarians are usually as quick to forget what got them angry in the first place,^[1] Sagittarians are positive, forthright communicators who love traveling, which can also lead to being restless and reluctant to taking orders."^[3]

Sagittarians are known for spontaneous philosophical ramblings and don’t seem to get bogged down in emotional complexities.^[4] They have both profound and wide ranging minds, equipped with foresight and good judgment, and they can be witty conversationalists. They love to initiate new projects (they make excellent researchers) and have an urge to understand concepts that are new to them. They think at a lightning speed and quickly make decisions. They are also original,ingenious and often shower the world with bright and altruistic ideas. These people are born intelligent and can be in total control of the situations around.They are strong-willed and good at organizing; a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion. Their generosity can be balanced by their extreme care at handling their resources.^[2]

Sagittarians are usually held to have a strong love of freedom, and a disdain for routine. Often associated with frankness, Sagittarians do not hesitate to give an honest opinion, which can seem tactless at times – although rarely is their intention to be cruel.^[3] The same mind that shows tactlessness can be a beacon of light in confusing times. Leave it to a Sagittarius to step into a messy tangle and sum up the situation with blinding clarity. They’ll be willing to say the truth when all others hide in confusion. This makes them invaluable friends that can guide you back to the clear path when you need honesty rather than enablers.^[4]

Sagittarians have a real genius which is often mistaken for intelligence. They do clever things in wrong situations because of which their superior mind goes unnoticed. Sagittarians may strive for maximum enjoyment in life, but too much of a good thing can be problematic and prudence is difficult for most Sagittarians to acquire. Being overly spiritual or too philosophical, for example, can make them out of touch with the real world. They can also be kiddish and innocent. Though they are blessed with a dynamic mind of high standards they often mistake love for friendship and this is one of the most vulnerable areas of Sagittarius. They often find it hard to tell lies and its better if they tell the truth. As they are creative and innovative they may develop an attitude of degrading anything that is old and traditional. Another negative point about sagittarius is procrastination. But they are race horses that start last, yet finish first.When these archers aims straight, their arrows will never miss their targets and pierce straight through the bull's eye perched right at the heavens above.^[4] .^[2]

In astrology Sagittarius is ruled by the planet Jupiter. The Indian equivalent of Sagittarius is Dhanus, the Chinese equivalent is the Rat.

Relationships

In personal relationships Sagittarians are reliable and devoted, but quickly shy away from situations where they consider themselves to be mistreated or misunderstood. This being said that often leaves others feeling embittered and resentful, when in reality its better for them to just move on to healthier situations. Same being true In love, Sagittarians are ardent, sincere and straightforward.

In marriage sagittarians are devoted and reliable, they will be faithful spouses (sagittarius if having made a commitment is one of the few signs that will willingly and happily stay in a relationship out of loyalty alone) and indulgent loving parents

but their innate restlessness may sometimes inspire them to set out on their travels from even with in the most satisfying of marriages. They need to feel free and are often faced with the choice of allowing their careers to take over their lives for the benefit of and sometimes at the expense of the love of their spouse and family.^[2] The ideal partner for the Sagittarian is above all a friend, and a partner in life’s great adventure, someone who understands their needs. a true free spirit.^[4]

There is an often reported physicality to Sagittarians that gets them involved in vigorous athletics and bold travel-adventures. They bring this flexibility to the bedroom and this lusty, anything-goes attitude can cause them to take a walk on the wild side. Biologists, who were coincidentally male and saggitarians, have claimed that the Kama Sutra was embedded into their genetic makeup during prehistoric times. They have used this untapped knowledge to seduce many women of all walks of life. ^[4]

Generally quite easygoing, Sagittarians make friends with people from all walks of life. They love to laugh and tease, and get along well with both sexes.

Occupations

Their gifts make Sagittarians fit for a number of widely differing professions. They are natural teachers and philosophers with a talent for expounding the moral principles and laws which seem to explain the universe. This gift enables them to be successful churchmen on the one hand and scientists on the other. The law and politics also suit them, as does public service, social administration, public relations and advertising. Sagittarius keen insight and intellect also make them great doctors and medical professionals. Sagittarians are found successful in social administration, in public relations, as scientists, and musicians. Travel and exploration naturally appeal to such restless souls and, if their opportunities are limited, they may find something of travel and change of scene in the armed forces.^[2]

it go me wondering, do we really need a written definiton to know who we are?

it has been said that you will only be able to define who you are when others actually tell you who you are, but im not saying that you should rely on other people to define yourself....its more of, you know who you are but there are things about you that you dont notice and any other people can.....before i got into our relationship i was pretty confident that i know who i really was, iknow who i am, i know what my limits are, and i know what i can give.....eight months into the relationship, i realized how little i knew about me....not only it took another person but a whole relationship for me to know the real me....before i did things that i knew was right, but now when i do something, i have my boyfriend telling me whats right and whats wrong.....at first it felt a bit off ....i said what i know is right is gonna stay right....but ofcourse you have to give up that thought eventyally...a little point and shoot of the things that i thought was right is not bad.....

yesterday during lunch we talked.....it didnt go as smooth as i hoped it would but the important part is that we sorted things out and we are ok....also yesterday we saw hairspray...it was wonderful....i enjoyed it so much...until the parents of the main character started dancing in this 5o's sounding tune...i started to cry...yes the scene was romantic but its not like you could get carried over and cry type of scene....but there i was leaning at my aswas chest crying.....he asked my why...but i could not answer...i dont know what to answer....until the end of the movie my asawa kept on asking me what was wrong....but i cant find the right words to answer him....probobly the scene was just romantic, or the thing that i have been worrying about regarding my parent, probobly i was crying because i wasnt able to cry during our fight and im just so glad that we are ok.......or probobly its just that i want to slow dance with him...i dont know....me crying last i think is not me...yes i get emotional alot of times, but two guys dancing is not something i would cry about...but who know this might be one side of me that still needs to be defined.

QUESTION OF THE DAY
how do you define you?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
yes still no picture

vhavou!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

i've notice this past three days that days go by very slow for me.....its like everything is in slow motion....today is our third day without seeing each other....and i am officially missing him, well since last night......everytime my cellfone vibrates (its always on vibrate because i love how it feels in my pocket when it vibrates) i always assume thats its going to be him and we are going to be ok and we are going to live happily ever after.....but i guess its going to take him time...and i respect it if he wants time...in the first place i was the one who told him that i think we both need time apart.......and yes now im regreting ever saying that... but with this time apart we will learn something....especially me....i need to learn about more stuff......

last night i went and paid my friend jeremy a visit at his office....he works in a call center so his luch time is eight in the evening.....it was actually wonderful to see him again....and im glad hes taking measures to go after the guy he wants....we talked and i listened, as usual....with our friendship somebody has to listen...and it has to be me....my friend  dare i say, is not very good in that department.....but i love him.....the three of us edward, jeremey and me all have our own little dramas in life and one of us  really have to shut his mouth and open his ear...so when i had the chance to open up to him....it was a pleasant surprise that he actually have a thought about what im going through...because most of the time its..."ok this is what i did when i was with...." or "us we had the same problem and we...." last night was different he said something that kept me thinking well untill the wee hours of the morning.....good thing i have the fifth season of satc to keep me company.....when i told him that my asawa got upset with what i wrote in my journal.....he said, i shouldnt be putting stuff that should not be there...and i should put up another journal where i can put all the stuff that your not allowed to put in the journal that your asawa reads.....but thats not being truthful..... thats not being real in terms of a couple should share whats each others thougths......is he right? should i just filter what i put here? should i pick and choose what i want to be my reality? or should i just put up another journal and there put all my secretes, my basketball team, all the broad shouldered guys with cute chinky eyes, all my dirty little fantasies, all my adventrues in the past, all those really nasty stuff that i did in the past that i my self in not proud of.... is he right? should i just create an alter ego so i wouldnt hurt somebody.....im matters of the heart....does being with somebody means you have to be somebosy else?

picking my self up today at the gym....a thought got me wondering...compromise....what does it really mean?

Main Entry: ¹com·pro·mise
Pronunciation: 'käm-pr&-"mIz
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, mutual promise to abide by an arbiter's decision, from Anglo-French compromisse, from Latin compromissum, from neuter of compromissus, past participle of compromittere to promise mutually, from com- + promittere to promise -- more at PROMISE
1 a : settlement of differences by arbitration or by consent reached by mutual concessions b : something intermediate between or blending qualities of two different things
2 : a concession to something derogatory or prejudicial <a compromise of principles>

with that, i came up with my own meaning of compromise...... if both party wants to settle a despute....both should determine first what they want the other party to compromise....e.g. friend wants another friend to give up smoking.....in return the other friend will give up stressing him too much so he doesnt smoke...... but i guess this is will never be applicable in matters of love..... in love a compromise means giving up something without asking something in return......but we are all human....we let go of something we definately expect something to come back.....then if thats the case, how can we love and be human at the same time?......with that what do we compromise?.... should we love and not be human or should we be human and not love?

my thoughts the past days are crazy....my head is every where and i can say im not thinking straight (althought i really am not straight)....... will i loose my egg cell and lose a chance of having a baby?

QUESTION OF THE DAY
how do you compromise?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
no pic i still dont have a pc.

vhavhou!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

hay today was a very fast day at the gym when i came in, my team, which is actually starting no annoy me again started coming in....and guess what they brought their friends with them...... so the whole gym looked like an inter baranggay basketball match is happening......

kissing...its the most important part of the love making.....my asawa once said....sex without kissing is just "pagpaparaos lang"...hes right.... i cant imagine sex without kissing.....i am a dateaholic when i was single....it was date left and right....and out of all those dates i only encountered 3 good kisser....one is belgian, one is pinoy...and the other my asawa.....ive been told that im a good one (at least thats what my dates before think....but one saying that i should put up a school of kissing is enough said for me)....my point being? when you meet a person and you sort of have a connection and you sort of hit it off and you become a couple..... its nice to look back how you meet and your first kiss.....if you ask me...the time me and arnold met is still detailed in my head...but the thing that i remember most is our first kiss......well technically its our second, the first one was just to bug another guy......but our supposed first kiss happen when we were parting....he walked with me and my friend jeremy to where my chi chi is parked (thats what i call my scooter).....i was there standing looking up to him....thinking god this is one lucky night...... his head leaned towards mine and he kissed me.....the feeling of that kiss is still as vivid in my head as the last bath i took....which is roughly 20 min ago......thingking and remeniscing about it still makes my knee weak and my eyes watery...its so romantic

last night after my very long walk while it was raining.....i started to  watch the fifth season of sex in the city......in one of the episodes charlotte brought up a topic of great loves....she said you only get two great loves...the one that shakes your core.....that was a big question to answer even for the girls of new york.....for me? we get a lot of great loves....as many as the stars in the sky.....its up to us to recognize him and make him our great love........it has always been my belief that we are all blessed with a pre set number of people that are perfect for us.....its up to us if we allow them to be.....its like a womans menstruation...see im so romantic i even find romance on a womans period....god has given women a preset number of egg cells, healthy and able to procreate kind of egg cells....now she has her chances of making another person by mating....if she gets her menstruation...that means she looses on chance of having a baby.....but dont worry she still has plenty....but ofcourse eventually it will run out.....much like with love....we, to sight an example...have been blesses with lets say 500 perfect partners...with a little or lots of flaws, but in general they are perfect for us.....if we are not able to recognise them, we loose one.....until we are able to see through all the flaws, we will not be able to tell that that person is actually perfect for us....and if we keep on just dumping people just because of something...say ugly feet...guilty here!....we are actually trowing away one of our great loves and believe me they will ran out.....

yesterday my asawa and i had a fight......he was upset because ive been busy typing about my dirty little fantasies here.....i was unconscious the he will get offended by me being truthful about everything....me having dirty fantasies doesnt mean its actually happening....im sure everybody has one.....and i dare say someone who say he or she never had a dirty fantasy in all his or her life is a hypocite....it offended him (my asawa).....a topic that ive been praying not to arise, came to life again in one of his text....that i cant give up my gym for him.....as you will notice i am a gym person...its my release, its where i feel  im pushing my self physically...and there im not a sissy fag....i lift weight and i mean weights...my father is even impressed , he  ask me for instructions....and my fathers opinion matters, so by  him asking me, means he approves and believes in what im doing...my asawa wants me to compromise my gym for him (or something to that effect).......and im not painting him a bad image here, i just want to lay everything on the floor here......he has a point.....but if you were in my situation...will you compromise something that makes you happy, something that you think your good at, something that your father, the old man, believes you do best for the person you love....... when is a compromise, compromising? i love my asawa, so yesterday while a was being shot with text i think, i dont deserve.....i stayed quiet and swallowed everything, because he was upset and i dont want to shoot him with this thought....that will make things more complicated....last night i went home early, dropped my stuff at home and went out to walk....it was raining and so dramatic...right out of the movies kind of dramatic....i hope things work out not to my advantage or to his advantage...but i hope things work out the way it should be.....nothing is compromised.

QUESTION OF THE DAY
are you a good kisser

PICTURE OF THE DAY

this is the face that i will always associate with a romantic kiss

vhavoush!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

well i was late today.....hihihi

my besketball team was not around today at the gym......first they grow on you, then you notice that their not there, whats next i miss them? hhhmmm that would be weired considering i dont even now a single one of them...... today the aerobic instructor....i dont know what to call them i thinks aerobic instructor is very 80's hihihihihi....anyways he, yes he, the fagot got the looks, the body and the moves to swoon bored mommies out of bed early in the morning to jump around with him.....while i was doing my thing with my abs he approached me and asked where i got the muscle shirt i was wearing....i was wearing my usual white shirt with something like WARNING IM HIGH MAINTENANCE across the chest....so i told him i got it from robinsons department store....he said he really like it.....well see, im starting to be a fashion person at the gym....they want what im wearing....i think i should call up nike and ask if they want to sponsor me with gym outfit since im a walking advertisement of good style....hihihihihi that was a very heavy chair to carry.....god im so full of my self. after that i did my back in the middle of it all came one of my crush...yes im a crush person....hes this really cute guy hes short, i guess as high as me (i would never refer to myself as , as short or as low as) hes face is so perfect...he looked like the calvin klein collections model but a lot cuter..... he has this really nice broad shoulders.....yes yes  know im a sucker for guys with broad shoulders....its because i have this fantastic lady shoulders hmp!.....they look great, if i was a woman noh! anyways he has a nice body....not really toned but defines he doesnt have my abs though hihihihi...... and his ass its so tight its like a bouncing ball when he walks...ant its like a sexy ass not the bastusin kind....yes there are different kinds of ass, mine is the one that looks great on jeans.....kinds of ass will be another topic, if i remember to post it hihihi.....catching my breath, not from ogling him but from doing my lower back, i decided to water myself, as i walk he cuts in and walk right in front of me......there it was taunting me, calling out my name..."garrey look at me....come, touch me, feel me..." i can hear diana ross's song in my head "touch me in the morning and the just lalalalalalalalalala"...i dont know the lyrics i just know what it sounds like" i was so disoriented..... suddenly a very disturbing image flashed in my head.....im touching his ass, im feeling it and then, im ravaging it.....what?!!! im ravaging it? i cant find any word to describe it....and in that very graphic mind flash hes enjoying it.....according to merriam webster to ravage is:

rav·ag·er noun
synonyms RAVAGE, DEVASTATE, WASTE, SACK, PILLAGE, DESPOIL mean to lay waste by plundering or destroying. RAVAGE implies violent often cumulative depredation and destruction <a hurricane ravaged the coast>.

how can i even use that term......and how can i even think that hes enjoying it while im ravaging (destroying)his ass........ im a very dirty boy, how can i even think of this things........and how can that mind flash happen in a very short distance? i was like eight meters from the water fountain.....how can all that ravaging happen in a mere eight meter walk hihihihihi.......i am so gay im ravaging some cute guys ass hihihihihi.


last night we (moi and arnold) had dinner with kb and ariel....since were their FAIRY god couple.....we are really trying to be updated with what is happening with them especially with their relationship.....last night was one stressful night we started talking and kb started crying and ariel started to get upset......well the bottom line of last nights talk was, to let kb know that what hes doing for ariel, all the effort is ok, theres nothing wrong with it...but he might want to ask ariel  if what hes  doing is what he wants.......since our talk last week with him we (arnold and me) were enlightened with whats happening inside his head....he wants something else and he just could not communicate it to kb.....this is not a one way blow to kb...also ariel needs to understand that kb is not a clairvoyant, he cannot tell whats going on inside his head, he has to tell him....in a very statesmanlike way possible.......i hope things work out for the two of them......i mean when they are not fighting.....they are so sweet  to each other and its nakakakilig........they really have to be open to each other....know what ticks them, what makes them weak in the knee, what makes them cry, what makes them laugh.....and especially know how to make each other fall in love with each other over and over again......as what my asawa and me always say......forever is just starting.....this is just the tip of the iceberg  theres more to come....more fight, more kiss and make up, and more lessons to learn...... we have to be open to all of this if we are aiming for forever...... because forever is not just time.....its time well spent with someone you love.....and thats the reason why i was late today hihihihihihihi

QUESTION OF THE DAY
whats your dirty fantasy?

STILL NO PICTURE OF THE DAY

vhavhou!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

hay its so much fun when you seat like a cow on a hot summer day.......i dont know what that means i just want to say that it always feels great when i swear like non stop on the gym......i was early today.....meaning i got there before my fantasy basketball team did....so i did my thing while listening to vintage 80's music.....13 going on 30 ost is great...."i wanna dance with somebody, i wanna feel the heat with somebody, with somebody who lovessssss mheeeeeee!"....hihihihihihihi

theres this very cute guy at the gym that i have a sort of a crush.....well as you notice i have a crush on everybody....its just me, whenever i see something on a person that i dont have i automatically have a crush on them....like him, he has this really great looking broad shoulders....anyways......i dont know if hes gay or not...i think but im not sure...but i think so...yes i know its confusing....i have a very outdated gaydar....im flaming torch of a fag and my gaydar is broken ever since i can remember...well i think i was born with a broken gaydar......some people are born with an innert talent of telling wether or not a persons is a green blooded fag......im not...some people are good in math, some in english, some in spelling (as im most certainly not), some have a green thumb (i have a sweet tooth) and some are great with animals (i kill everything that i took in as a pet)...i can drew though....not very good but i make a living out of it so probobly its good enough.....any ways lets get out of my ranting about my weakness as a gay guy....this guy....came in and saw my basketball team (im calling them mine now....their fun to look at, and all....well not all but two of them are certainly mancandy.....id do them without batting an eyelash hihihihihih bad boy!) he had this smile on his face that i could only compare to a kid on a candy store....well theres no real candy store in this country so lets put it this way...like a kid on the candy isle of shopwise or pure gold hihihihihi....its either he is so enamoured by the sear man beauty of my team or hes just a big fan of basketlball.

last night i was watching the fith season of sex and the city.......my asawa has been texting and calling me  but i was not able to answer or text back because my fone was in my room and im at my sisters sala......im sorry hon!.....the last episode i saw was tthe one when miranda gave birth to bady.....and also on that episode big is moving out of the big apple and settling in napa california.....i think the scene where carrie came in with the pizza and they  pulled out old records of big and played henry mancini's moon rivier was the most romatic scene ever in the history of that show........its so romantic i wanted to run to tay tay and ask my asawa to slow dance with me....actually ive been fantasizing about slow dancing with him but im shy to ask because im a very bad dancer......hes a good one though.......my heart was right on my palm while watching that......well i grew up with sex in the city and breakfast at tiffany's so that song really has something for me....i always feel like someone will always take care of me.....sobrang kilig!!!!!!!

today god spoke to me in a very direct manner as with yesterday.....yesterday he said to my (ofcourse this all is through my bible guide, im not worthy for him to be talking to be directly....i think....) anyways he told me yesterday that im not rich because i might loose time for him....in all sense he is right.....today he said its hard for a rich man to enter his kingdom...again in every sense very true so i think i may have a hard time becoming rich if i want to enter the kingdome of god...that confusing but whats important is that i understood him....

QUESTION OF THE DAY
what movie or show made  you wanna run to a love one and just hug him and do stuff?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
still nadda ;p

gyud vye!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

its monday and its a holiday....long weekend of never ending carb intake hehehehehe. i went to the gym late today hoping that theres only a few gymers, but when i got there its packed like saturday morning in kalentong market......... anyways nothing interesting happened today to share , but since i haven't posted an entry for that last two or three day here it goes.

what happened last friday? nothing much we (arnold and moi) went to see a love story a aga much and maria soriano starrer. it was ok wasn't able to make me cry though......i told arnold the movie doesn't even have a punch line hehehehhe....

everything was slow and huhum lang until saturday at the gym happened........ i just finished reading a book called mga kwentong parlor ni wanda illusyonada.....so this part of my.....babadignig ko talaga its so much fun....dont worry you straight non homo out there i will translate it for you.....


nyoklaez verzione:

nung sabado gomora ang lola mo sa gymangga ng mga alas 1:30pm. as usual chenes chenes  and lola mer ng  weightchung.... shomad ever nako kasi wala man lang lulukre na mapapag pantasyahan puro bilatra......hanggang isang x-file worthy thing happened...isa isa, galing sa klawakan ng kaveklaan nagdatingan lahat ata ng rampadora sa gym namin.....nalurkey talaga akiz. kahit si lola long pink amazing nadun kasama si jowers nya.....so may i ask akiz sa sarili ko....whats happening? dala ba itech ni kuya egay (ang vagyhu), katapusan na ba ng mundo? lumilindol ba sa labas at nagpuntahan ang mga nyoklaez sa gym to take cover? o may pameeting ba si moither ricky? teka di ako nakagets ng invite ha.....as in maloloka ka if you were there.......as of my head count dalwa lang ang missing in action...yung bedesa super ask sa akin kung pwede nyang patigasin si brownie (kaloka yung eksenang yun) at yung isang luluke-lulurkihan na super ask sa akin kung nakokak na daw ba akiz ng isang nena (what?super pagelay na ang lola mo super ask pa sya nun? shunga ever!)... super fasinating ang nagaganap...ask ng isang nena sa lola mo "er yo usin this?" aba may accent pa! so shogot ang lola mez sige dyomit ka lang ever hihihihihi....anyways ask padin akiz sa aking inner mind what is this world coming too? so i concluded dalawa lang yan its saturday baka walang andamez ang mga nyokla pang malate kaya sa gymangga nalang bumubuking, or shinushumad ever and mga nena na gumora sa sa malate dahil kay sufer typoon egay...... hanggang tumambad sa aking hurafan ang kasagotan sa aking malalalim na questionare.......TROY MONTERO....yes TROY MONTERO....walang ibang ibig sabihin yun, si troy montero talaga. dyumuting ang lolo troy at super gym with her gurlpren na super forget ko na ang name sung......nagobserb obserb ankiz kung anes ang magaganap.....hanggang tumugto ang kanta ever ni nelly furtado na ginamit bilang national anthem ng 2007 miss universe pageant na ginanap sa mehiko!......super antay ang lola mez baka kako kasi magipon ang mga veklush sa boxing ring (hindi para magjombagan) para isang  super vhonggang production number at isa isang magpaklilala gamit ang kanya kanyang national costume....kaloka yung eksenang yun....super call si dyowa to share whats happening....pero kung gano kabilis dyumoting ang mga veklavu ganun din sila kabilis nag disapear......parang walang eksenahang naganp....sa bagay ang sabi nga ni papa arnold kapag isang katutak na kayong nyolaes sa steam (hindi mangangamoy gay meat sio mai noh!) eh makakilanganan na kayo magkokakan...may point.....whatever.....kaloka padin yung eksenvu na yun.


straight version

last saturday i went to the gym at around 130 pm....as usual i did my thing....until suddenly one by one from the planet veklavu far far away came all the hitters at the gym even the "long, pink amazing guy was there with his partner...as of my head count only two were missing, one was the guy who asked if he could make my huhum hard and the other straight acting (what!!!) guy who asked me if i ever received a head job from gay guy.......i was really facinated by that scene, i asked my self if mother ricky called a convention of some sort, and if he/she did why didnt i got an invitation.......one guy asked in his most trying hard american accent "er yo usin this?" so i answered sige ok lang gamitin mo na.....i kept on asking what happening....i concluded theres only two reason why all this queens are parked here its a saturday and probobly they dont have funds to go to malate so they all decided to cruise at the gym, or its raining and this queens dont want to get wet because of super typhoon egay...util the answer came in the form of troy montero......yes troy montero was there working out.....i was so amused by it especially when nelly furtado's song started playing...the one used in the ms universe pageant......i was so hoping that all the queens converge in the boxing ring and star introducing themselves in a very festive production number in their most beucon way......but as fast as they came they also went just like that.....nothing happened as in nadda.....well as arnold said if theres a lot of queens inside the steam (its not gonna smell like gay meat sio mai)  nothing is going to happen......

the gym opened late today.....i was on the other hand was looking forward into seing the basketball team hihihihihihihi i must admit their presence there is starting to grow on me....one time i just stood there looked at them and fantasized that all of them taking their turn on me.....bad bad bad! then i looked on my left another gay guy staring at them....i wanted to tell him i know what your thingking hihihihihihi but ofcourse i dont want to spoil anybody's fantasy.

QUESTION OF THE DAY
what is your biggest fantasy?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
still no pic im at a cafe

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

well its still raining and its not just raining its raining cats and dogs....really hard....im not a big fan of the rainny season...well you cant wear fabulous outfits when its raining and your just commuting right? hehehehe aside from that whenit rains i feel so heavy i feel as if im not sweating....its like my body is on auto fat storing mode.... i always feel sleepy, case in point...now, i just want to lay in bed and store fats hehehehehe..... my asawa loves the rain....hes very sentimental.....last night we went to st jude and the two of us looked funny im sure....why? two grown man (we he is, im just a kid) grabbing each other sharing an umbrella....so romantic.....what do you think, should i leave my umbrella so we only use one? hehehehehe

lately a certain basketball team has been working out at the gym....im not naming names but the name of the team you always see in all pinoy fiesta....i dont like them in the gym hehehehehe....well dont get me wrong i love athletes working out at the gym, i have such high respect to them.....just by looking at them its make you want to go beyond your comfort zone and push your body to its breaking point....wow to its braking point talaga hehehehehe. but this particular team, that works out everyday different team members per day, are just annoying, they hog the whole weights section of the gym, given the fact that the gym is super tiny for their gigantor sizes.....well yes i am so insecure because they all stand atleast six feet tall and i stand, just  tiny..... i hope they realize that to their advantage also its better that they work out around 10 am onwards or around 2 pm because those time there are like 10 max of 20 people using the gym....it just doesnt make sense when they work out there all 12 of them with atleast around 50 regular sized people.....hhhhaaayyy......one more thing they are one loud bunch....they all talk talk talk so imagine you are in a palengke filled with 6 foot tall tinderas...thats how i will compare it hehehehehe.

two days ago i sent fhm magazine an email regarding how unhappy i am  witht a certain joke published in their magazine.....ill share the joke with you and tell me what you think, if you are not discusted, you are one dirty person........sorry for the pre judgement.

-a little girl asked her lola to show her a magic trick, the lolla told he, i cant do magic, why dont you ask you lolo to show you one. so the little girl went to her lolo and aske if he could show her a magic trick....the lolo said sure hija hop on my lap....then the lolo said ban you feel a finger poking your but? the girl answered yes the lolo said see no finger.

just by typing the joke makes me feel so irritated, how in the world something like this got publish i mean how in the fuc_ _ _ _ world!!!!!!!
its really not funny inappropriate and flat out offensive....what will all the cause oriented group that fight for childrens right feel about this, we faught very hard to stop and irradicate the abuses that happen to the children of pagsanjan laguna, we took all fuc_ _ _ _ monster to court so they they get punished, we even saw one gassed to death for molesting his daughter...... and we let something like this get published? what is wrong with this country? we all expect a bit of reaponsibility from the media, i know fhm is an adult magazine, but is being an adult magazine gives you the right to publish this garbage of a joke....i know its a joke and its meant to be funny.... ok lets make a joke about the publishers daughter being molested, lets make a joke about the editors sister beign molested as a kid....its not funny now huh.

QUESTION OF THE DAY
what do you think about the joke?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
still no picture nakikigamit lang ako ng pc ;p

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

well its certainly great that i get to update my journal....my computer is living without a heart or should i say a RAM...dont really know whats thats for, but we need to transfer my RAM to my bosses computer becasue hers died and needed a RAM transplant hehehehe....

so what have i been up to? nothing much....just work, lovelife, family, helping another couple do their thing and definately will not be out of the list is the gym.......

last monday morning i was an early bird at the gym...no no celabrity bitching this time....juicier heheheheh..... so i was early did my thing and finished early....i had a tad bit of time to spend so i decided to step inside the sauna and sweat the darn weekend junk food out of my system.... so i was there sitting with my towel on...yes yes just the towel, im not the type who wears basketball shorts inside the sauna thingking people mights see  brownie down there..... anyways i was there then came a gorgeous man... hes actually moi crush, i see him around the gym all the time, and hes always with this guy, i think its his boyfriend...anyways he came in sat in front of me...i was there sitting he took off his towel and boom there in his very wet white shorts (ala gloria diaz in ang pinaka magandang hayop sa balat ng lupa) his dick poking out......what went inside my head?....well heres the thing, before i went to the gym as always i have my little talk with god with the help of my bible guide...in there he spoke to me about keeping your faith and applying it to your everyday life.....there that was whats going on in my head (bastos ka hindi ako ganun!....charing!!!!)....until, the guy actually made his move on me (and haba ng buhok ko!!!!!!!) there it was his all...... as how samantha in sex in the city puts it  "long, pink....amazing". but the passage is still in my head..... i tried so hard not to look....but im only human..... but still the passage kept on going on and on inside my head..... "your faith should be applied in you everyday life".....i composed myself and gave a line that i think he will forever will be confudes about....."can you keep a secret?" i asked him "yes" in his very cute grin...."i think your cute , and i sort of have a crush on you"....he looked at me and smiled....i stood up, wraped my towel properly on my slightly defined abs.....smiled back and walked out of the sauna......leaving him confused and his "long, pink, amazing" be a sight i will remember.....that day i was so proud of myself...... not only was i able to muster the courage to not give in to tempatation, but actually applied a thing i leared from my bible guide...... that night i told my asawa what happened...and yes im sure eventhough he wouldnt say it hes also proud of me...of how i behave in there.......he keeps on reminding me during the early stage of our relationship...."dont be good because you are in a relationship....be good because you want to be a good person.......

yesterday morning i had a chance to have breakfast with my sister and brother in law....as usual we had fun laughfing and talking about a lot of stuff....im so hooked with corney jokes now so i threw in one ....she was histerical....i love my sister...then i told her that in the office we have a client named george yee....she said, what?, yee, i answered she asked what again so i said...george YEE, and spelled it out..... W-E-E, yee....she looked more confused....i did it again YEE, W-E-E, YEE.....she said what WEE? i answered yee! she said eh bakit wee ang spelling mo?.....then i retraced the wrong spelling. i made a dumb ass out of me already and im not even done with breakfast yet....hehehehe see how bad i am in spelling.....then came dinner....my asawa wanted sandwich so we went to the grocery of galleria and find the sandwich shop there close....he asked where i want to eat..i told him anywhere....he said ok lets go to kitchen, my treat.....we went to kitchen and find it also closed...so we went up to cafe mediterenian (darn i cant spell it)....we ordered and our stomach had one hell of a work...hehehe we were so full we only had one slice of pizza each because their pasta was so filling....... halls methol candy is in order...if not we are both gonna throw up....i also noticed that my asawa smokes less now whenever im around....i was demending that he doesnt smoke when im around but ofcourse he cant do that...so i have to be more lenient when it comes to his smoking.....that night i descovered one thing....... my asawa is actually generous if i dont ask...something that i also am.....it really turns me off when a person is bilmoko.....i sure am not..i dated foreiners before and never did they pay for my dinner.... that i will be proud of.... thank you hon.........

that night after arnold i was walking to cross edsa, guess who i crossed path with....our friend arien, kb's boyfriend...he asked if i could accompany him at jollibee, he havent had dinner yet....so there we were, two wives having casual talk about our husbands heheheh (we had girl talk hehehe) seriouslly...before i had some judgement about ariel...(i know i shouldnt have) but after our talk i saw a much more sensitive,weaker,frail side of him...this guy needs backing up when it comes to his relationship....... and we (arnold and moi) has taken it up very seriouslly...... we are now their fairy (no pun intended)god couple.....we really hope things work for the better for the two of them.....for a simple reason that they are bagay......plus its always fun for us to spend time with other couple friends....we get to share thoughts and ideas....fun fun fun!

last saturaday i had lunch with my asawa in taytay....i was craving for beef mami...the one with a lot of sabaw......where to dint the best mami in this island?....no not hap chan....its in a small kainan next to a bridge befor you get to the gas station upon entering taytay proper.....i dont know the name of the establishment but i sure remember the taste there.....its the best.........take my word ....IS THE BES IS SOOOOO SUUUUULIT!

its raining today......its actually good that were officially out of the tagtuyot period but....sana in moderation lang ang rain hehehehehe

QUESTION OF THE DAY?
did something that you read or heard that concerns your faith ever affected the way you behaved?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
no picture of the day, nakikigamit lang ako ng pc :(

vhahvooh!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

last night we (arnold and moi) met our gang at megamall.... first time that we veered away from robinsons.... lots of cute guys there....i actually want to start a new project... take pictures of cute white collared guys..... i think that idea will hit off heheheh...anyways we met at megamall to pick up the pants my husbund had reserved at folded...before i use to like their stuff there but now, i just think everything is everywhere....their collection doesnt have a personality...well they are catering for everybody so they cant have one specific look....i love playing the fashion critic hehehehehe....before we met up kb, ariel and i went to power books where a power book sale is happening.  i saw the sneakers book that i was eyeing for a long time and it on 70% off plus i also saw a book about vintage styling for only 300 bucks....i thought wow all this reference material for the cost of only two magazines...its a good buy, but my credit card konsensya came up to me and said..."well its on sale, but if you dont need it,  so its not a good buy" so i held the book for a while and walked inside the store so i could really ponder if i needed  them...well i work in fashion so the vintage styling is certainly a must...again i work in fashion so the colors on those sneakers book will really be helpfull plus i love shoes hehehehe.....but still i want to save up for my bacolod/capiz trip so i still held on to it......then i got the call from my husbund saying hes on his way and i wait for him in front of the store....when he came i havent made up my mind yet wether to buy the books or not.....so i asked the counter person to save it for me and ill be back, maybe the time inside folded will be enough to decide on it.....i told hubby that i want to go back to powerbooks to get the books....he told me "ang pinunta natin dito yung pants ko, ang tagal tagal mo dito bakit di mo pa kinuha?" i cant bring myself to tell him that my system on deciding if im gonna get the book took me a while so i told myself to just let it go...although i really wanted those books..... so today i will go back there and if the books are still there, they are ment for me and i will not be guilty on buying them.......

afteter folded....i played the all knowing fashion expert on my husband hehehe.....we went to hap chan to eat....dinner was great.... pls refer to the evidence and the smiling satified faces below....

parang mga baskebolista and lumafang


note my happy and  face is holding the camera

our usual topic became more serious and nakakakilig!!!!!! kb and ariel were together i cant remember when, back then and broke up i dont know when, and for reasons of unresolve feelings......then one magical day last april their path crossed again.....and they  started going out again.....by the time ariel was introduced to arnold (i already know him, gazellion year ago) they were dating already, we keep on making kulet that they should make things official, since they've been going out for a long time and basically know each other.....which turned out, not. this two need some fine tuning and adjustment for them to make their relationshi work.... one very important thing that they should keep in mind is that they really should work on the "friendship is a good foundation of a good relationship" thing..... 


i love this couple...they are a reflection of what is happening to us......when something is wrong with them, i can easily see us in them and thus know the better way in solving things.


we love couple talk.....very enriching for the mind and for the heart

i love the look in their faces when i asked them if the one loves the other... really if something or someone is for you it or they will still be the waiting for you or the universe will conspire to make things happen....kilig nakilig ako last night syempre i have to tone things down or else my asawa will be all "bebe ano ka ba?".....one funny thing din is that a group of single girls is on the other table ajacent to us and we notice that they are sort of listenig to our conversation...... im sure it made us all feel luck to be sitting next to the person you would want to spend the rest of your life with, rather that sitting next to the person thats getting married soon and leaving you the only single person in the barkada hehehehehe (bad boy!)... last night was fun....also thank god its raining na....un lang last night i went home feeling "ano ba naman 'to".....

QUESTION OF THE DAY
is there anything in your life that you think is truely ment for you?

PICTURE OF THE DAY

hulaan kung saan ang wrong spelling


hulaan kung saan ang wrong grammar

its funny how i easily find the wrong spelling ang wrong grammar on other people, when i have to put a "pls bear with my spelling" sign before my journal hehehehehehe

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

this morning i was early at the gym...... hehehe naunaha ko sa pagdating sa office ang sawa ko.  well anyways i did my usual cario and abs....when i was about to start on my back a certain artista came in...shades and all..... honestly i dont understand why people would wear shades indoor....i mean i did it before but i have a stye so i have a valid reason..... he came in  feeling like hes still blinded by studio lights...and it really bugs me because people already know that you are a celebrity, no need to let us know..... as what sjp (sarah jesica parker) said "i dont want to do anything that will draw more attention to me"....another point our gym was technically underground so i really dont find the sense in wearing one....yes yes i know i have a thing about people who wear shades when they technically dont need it..... our gym is deemly lighted during mornings (to save energy)....well maybe he have a stye..... (clue) he is a product of an artista marrige. thats settled. another celebrity that bugs me a bit is this starlet guy who has a p.a. when he works out....plus his yaya stays at the locker room and wait for him...... what the FU_ _ is that......di pamandin eddie garcia ang status hanggang sa gym may alalay pa......my advice to him...try to win a n award first..... helen gamboa and her second daugther was also there this morning..... i like them they are very low key and really they to blend in by not wearing shades and ask their yaya to wait in the sofa and not follow them around like their shadow.....

this i saw yesterday and it was really......well i dont really know how to react to this but take a look at this headline

you think so?



i really dont know anybody whose korean....wait i think i do...sandara park...that doesnt count...ok the twin girls from exceel, where i use to work out....one of them tries to kiss me everytime i see them at the gym...i dont know maybe im really that gwapo sa paningin nila.....and they sort of dont want me to be gay, but well id prefer them if they have dicks....hehehehe that is son ungentlemanly.......the headline is really catchy....well i dont really have anything against them excep that i think they should really try to blend in with us not us to them....because this is our country.....its good that they are doing business here, whats not good is that some of them are trying to ruin our environment....HELLO TAAL VOLCANO!!!!!! who the FU_ _ in their right mind puts a spa in a FU_ _ING active volcano? i hope when they open, mother nature takes over and wakes the sleepy taal and kill averybody who patronises that establishment (bad, bad, bad) whats more irritating is that they are trying to mask this KAKUPA_ _ _ with employment......heres a thought....whose more irritating the FU_ _ING people building this KUP_ _ establishment in the making or the people in our government who appoved the FUCK_ _ _ project.....hello! ay one more.... if the koreans are here to stay....what do you call kids of korean and pinoy marriege....if chines and pinoy kids are called chinoys.....maybee we could call them KORNOYS?????? nyek!!!!!!

this i saw this morning..... i FUCK_ _ _ hate guys that are not gentlemen..... are we really seriously considering this? are we ok with the idea of sending women, who we give up our seat for in the mrt, who we open the door for, who we alway try to keep on the safe zone when crossing the street and who we try really hard to remember to lift the toilet sit up for...... nakakaloka!


seryoso ba tayo dito? ANHOVHA!!!!!!

QUESTION OF THE DAY
what do you think about the korean invasion?

PICTURE OF THE DAY

chami.....ang greasy (in mother ricky voice which really entertains my asawa hehehehe).....goodbye abs!

VAVUUUU!!!!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

yesterday iwas reading chuvaness's blog....it was a bid eye opener that a lot of people are doing their part on saving maduk earth...kaso what i worry is, it might be too late, but the best part there is now we are try to do our best.....its now officially a national call, that everybody do their part......

also yesterday i got so excited on posting on chuvaness's blog, i deviced  something that i want to put on a shirt.....

 
i look cute noh

QUESTION OF THE DAY
wala...tinatamad ako

PICTURE OF THE DAY
wala din tamad ako eh 

vavooshka!

PLS BERAR WITH MY SPELLING

nakakaloka ang init! this past days kaya di ako nakapag post dito is super busy sa work tapos nagbabaliwag and computer ko! hehehehe joke lang computer, i love you.

hay salamat nakapag design nadin kami kahit papaano, konti palang. pagdedesign talaga ang pinaka gusto kong area ng work ko, well di talaga ako ang nagdedesign yung mga boss ko pero pag acomplice ka sa designing eh ang sarap ng feeling kapag may kinalaman ka sa pagkakagawa ng ising bagay.... more on product dev at fashion merchandising ang work ko....layo sa pinagaralan ko (fine arts maj in advertising).... grabe yung natututunana mo pag may katabi kang mananahi kasi ultimo butas ng belt kailangan pagisipan.... masarap sa work ko minsan stress pero pag nakita mo na yung idea mo na nasa papel tapos naging damit tapos nakita mo sa store tapos nakita mo na suot ng mga tao na nasasalubong mo....super sarap ng feeling...lalo na pag bongadera ang may suot...

 
yan ang work area pag nagdedesign.......super gulo....maayos pa nga yan eh


ayan closer look....ako nagdrawing nung mga yan ;p


oh diva ang ganda ng lola mo........hehehe main idea nyan sakin ;p

hay last monday pagtapos ng work pumunta pa ko sa megamall para humanap ng tela for a certain rocky a.... sabi ko nung una parang kilala ko sya..... narealize ko lang kaninang umaga habang nag aab work out ako kung sino pala sya....at ibang story na yun..... so di ako nakakita ng tela pumunta nalang ako ng grocery para bumili ng jamaican patty achuchuchu........ tapos sabi ko ay felanga ko ng krispee kreme....gora ang lola mo...eh pag pasok ko abot ulit ng free na doughnut....kaya ang binili ko pasalubong nalang sa asawa......muka nga akong masiba.....kasi naman di ko pa ubos yung jamaican eklaboom ah may hawak pa kong doughnut...... pero panalo yun....
hay love ko talaga sa krispee kreme parang lagi kang nasa heaven......kaso yung mga binibili ko iba nakakaexperience ang ending lagi sakin yung glazed lang...pero carry atleast di masyadong fattening hehehehe......

QUESTION OF THE DAY
enjoy ka ba sa work mo?

PICTURE OF THE DAY

hay nakufu!!!!!!!!
dont you just wish that you live in a country that share the seme sentiment that you have about saving the environment? lately it has been overly hot, its like its march or something, tapos uulan ng fake rain, tapos mag hail storm sa baguio (tama ba yung term na ginamit ko?) ....ang ending lets star saving the environment on our own.... always bring a bag when you go shopping for something and ask the guy packing your stuff to just put it on your bag....kahit paunti unti nakakabawas padin tayo sa pag gamit ng plastic......isa pa if you can, commute nalang para atleast isang makina lang ang nagbubuga ng usok..... if we dont start now kelan pa? remember we are on an island kapag tumaas ang water level because of global warming tayo ang isa sa mga unang lulubog......

vavoshka!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

yesterday, after gym i hanged out with my mother, sister and my pamangkin, eman....... eman is such a pain in the ass..... sobrang kulit, probobly he thinks he could get away with anything because he is consious that hes the only baby in our house....not only that his yaya and his grandfather (papa dad) spoils him rotten......anything he quirms they give in, and i think its not a good way of raising a kid (thats my opinion) i think dicipline should start young...... when a person tells you that you cant, it means you simply cant (ofcourse there are reasons for that) and at one point i got so irritated becasue every minute we have to go "eman wag yan". "eman wag lalabas", or "eman wag kang mangagat" that i got up took ng sinelas off and showed him that hes gonna get it...... he calms down and starts acting up again...... sometimes i tink it really tiring to be a parent,i guess thats the reason why my sister is always tired, she has a full time job in a call center and when she comes home she has to spend time with a kid that an equvalent of three kids.......  stood up again atook off my slippers again...then my mother said something that struck me ...... "nung maliit ka gars ganyan ka kakulit"....... i was taken back.... from my recolection i never really was the makulit kid....atleast i cant remember that i ever was..... so i rebutled and i said "indi ah"...then she replied "maniwal ka ganyan ka kakulit di mo lang matandaan, pero sobrang kulit ka"........ then i suddenly realized how much i owe my mother..... she gave birth to me when she was 21 and by the time i was thesame age as my pamangki she was only 23.....shes single handedly took care of me while she has a full time job as a social worker.....maybe thats the reason why she somtimes so hard on my sister when my sister tries to leave everything to the yaya because she want s to sleep a little bit longer.....my mother never had the luxury of a yaya when we were babies.... our yaya came when we were todlers (atleast thats what we know of) my mother had a hard time raising us...... maybe thats also the reason why she had a hard time accepting that i was leaving the house when i tried living on my on in pasig....shes so used to taking care of us, that she thinks that when she lets go of us a part of her will be non functional anymore....last night i love my mother more......... but i still cant gat over the idea that i was makulit...... i was a good boy...until now im still the cute little boy no!

QUESTION OF THE DAY
makulit ka ba?

PICTURE OF THE DAY
 
dont mind the guy at the bg.....one makulit+one makulit = super kulit!

this is what my mother use to sing to us and what she sings to my nephew.......

pls sing for me
the sweet melody
caleed dodolido
dodolido

love you mama!

hehehehe cut no

babooshka!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

last night arnold and i went to see one of my favorite cartoons, the simpson.  but before we head on to the movie we stoped by the grocery, where probobly one of the fine tasting, not to mention best priced, japanese food is. asian bites...... theres nothing more enjoyable than having a good laugh with friend..... ariel and kb has been dating for a while know (we dont really know if they are officially together, i hope they make a confirnmation any time soon, because we (arnold and i) are sobrang kilig with the two of them)...... theve been together before but im not sure what happened they broke up....but the great thing now is that they are dating and seem to be getting along very well.....ariel and i have known each other way back....hes my housemate when i lived in pasig with my bestfriend jeremey...... kb on the other hand knows my jowa from i dont exactly know when... they went out it didnt work, then he dated my co worker eric......its really a small world thats why its really important that your nice, you will never know if your going to bump into people that you fuck around today........ last night was filled with laughter, bukuhan and other things couple friends talk about, one thing strikes me most with our conversation is the somewhat similarity of our relationship.....one is the kid and the other is the adult, one takes care of the other, in certain aspect and vise versa. i hope anyboby reading this could have friends like them...... you sort of have two different opinion from two different people  but gets the same answer.


cute couple


this is my favorite photo of them, its very candid, very real....they look like they are having so much fun with us...... :)


good food here.....located at the grocery of robinsons galleria...you want to know how good their food is? look athe the following photos


i only had juice last night but i can vouch for thier food.


it was just the four of us but yes it looks like a batallion rumaged the table..... great friends+good food=fun, fun, fun!

after we said our good byes to ariel and kb, we went straight to the movies....... da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da....well thats the line from their opening music...hehehehe remember i mentioned before that i wanted the green bag from sm, but i cant have it.....(read my previous entry and know why)... im sort of worried about the environment lately.....yesterday as i was walking along edsa going to work i passed by hte new stand and saw the headlines on the ever reliable and unsensationalaized news source.....the tabloid.... so i bougth some so i could take a picture and share them with you....


afraid! no more long hot showers at the gym


where will i charge my ipod?, and no more movie!


this is bad news for a lot of people especially my father because he has a piggery (wrong spelling).... but good new for me, because no more pork silog, grilled liempo and fried pokchop for my jowa....diet na!


this is not about nature or something but this one needs special attention.... the father should be skinned alive, then his arms cut off making sure hes still alive for him to see how hes arms are chopped up and fed to wild animals... then he should be tied to a mango tree where giant ants live (antik)....hes a fucking monster...and mga kupal na to ginigilitan tapos pinapadugo hangang mamatay!

what does this headlines have to do with the simpsons? the movie is basically about the invironment and the consiqunses we have to face if we dont take good care of it.


da da da da da da da da da da da da!

also last night was our last time to see ms paulyne....... crying galore! but we had so much fun....except that i have to pay my last remaining cash (im trying not to use my credit card)...we arrived at arnolds house 4 in the mornig! hahahahayyyyy i need to sleep more!


jowa, me, malou, malous husband raymond, precious, ms paulyne and...um...um... fuck fuck fuck! i forgot his name.....shit ang kupal ko naman. goodbye paulyne..... god bless you.

hay what a friday......it was well spent with the one i love and great firends.

QUESTION OF THE DAY
how did you spend your friday night?

PICTURE OF THE DAY

ive achieve my supermodel body but my arms is still tiny....it has to grow

baboshka!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

hay salamat....napag laba din ako........
last week our beloved yaya has been out of this world....i think shes not her self lately....well ever since she came she has never been...hehehehe ....ok i live in white shirt. nowadays its rare that you see me in a colored shirt...i dont exactly know when it started but it just did and i have tons of white shirt...... whats the connection between the white shirts and our yaya? well last week she did not wash my clothes and those are like a week and a half worth of white shirts..... so as you will notice last week i have been wearing hot colored shits.......


dont i look cute in white shirt.... i took this today. (kaloka inlove ako sa sarili ko)

where did we get our ate tess (thats her name)..... well its one of the perks of living inside a prison facility, they have a living area, outside of the actual prison, for their employees, my mother works there( i love her) we are not incarcerated...... so we can get living-in prisoners to work for us in a very minimal fee, (we are such bad people for doing this).... dont get me wrong they are as normal and very much harmless as you would think.....its like having a typical yaya, chismosa, bungangera, makulit and most of all a big help, but the diffference is they killed their husband,was a drug trafficker, or swindled someone...... yes i know it will sound weired that my nephew's yaya is big time shabu user and runner before, but shes rehabilitated and we are very much happy that shes with us...... it takes a little getting use to someone cooking lunch for you who actually slit her husband's throat..... but thats just the little set back...... they are such big help and were very thankful god bless them.

were going to st. jude later (me and me amore).........

QUESTION OF THE DAY
did you ever had a weired yaya?

PICTURE OF THE DAY

di ko natake to...... this boy definately needs a white shirt...... totoy mola in the truest form...... what was he thinking? he's harry potter....... he's the little kid that was so cute..... i dont know what to say anymore......

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hay buti naman nakapagpagupit na ko, muka nakong hayop sa buhok ko......bumalik ako sa dati ko na pinagpapagupitan sa may crossing jologs babershop ang pangalan... ayaw maniwala?...totoo jologs ang name nung barberya...... alam nyo i never get this much amounth of cuteness kahit saan, ive tried davids, fix meron pa ko natry sa glorrieta na ang haircut eh 5 ham....wala, iba talaga ang effect na nadudulot ng 50 thousand pesos na gupit.


see kung gano ko ka cute :)


o ha! cute diba.... (narscist talaga!)

hehehe......

nagreresearch din ako regarding dieting and core exercise lately i want to improve those...... hon kung nagbabasa ka DIET!

heres a pic of me pre-serious core exercise

o diba bongga!


panalo! ang sarap ko!!!!!!!!!!!

QUESTION OF THE DAY
san ka nagpapagupit

PICTURE OF THE DAY

this is for you hon..... di ko kasi ma upload dun sa una kong post for the day...... i love you

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hon,

we've been together for seven months and we've known each other for a year this 29th. this period that weve been together, wether as a couple or as friends, have been one of the happiest time of my life..... we've had our ups and a lot of downs...... but if you ask me i'd rather have more of the downs with you than with anybody else, because i know that after we resolve our downs the following ups is much more sweeter and thats what i keep in my heart..... i know in this relationship im the big baby.... you nurture and take care of me, you understand me and love me more....... and i promise that i will do my best to change some parts of me for the betterment of not only the relationship but for the betterment of me as a person, as what you've always told me...... theres a saying that opposite attracts and sometimes the gravity of our attraction to each other is so enurmous that when we colide we tend to crack and break each other..... but the bond that we share because of our love heals that crack and makes us stronger not only as a couple but also as a person as well.......we've made promises, some are kept, some are still in the shelves that remains to be fulfilled  and some are broken...... but i know one thing, we're better as a couple if we dont make promises, wether we have the intentions of keeping them or breaking them...... i love you and i wont make any promises that will adhear to that love, because the moment i break it, it will automatically means that i donot love you...... but this im sure to do, and i promise.... to love you for all eternity as long as there is water in the ocean, clouds in the sky and as long as my heart beats..... it will be for you......

as i've said before to you...... our eternity is just beggining.... and if i only live once i want to live it with you.... and if i get a chance to live a million lives....i would still want to live it with you..... i love you so much.

bebe

blue rose

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kahaposn was super hot! parang summer ang temperature, sabi ni jowa umabot daw ng 36 degrees ewan kung mas mainip pa ngayon o nung summer....pero nakak loka ang init.......GLOBAL WARMING ALERT!!!!!! save the environment....... speaking of save the environment.... nag grocery ako kahapon sa sm mega....i was hoping to get their green bag since i made an ample amounth of purchase i was hoping i qualify........nyek until i saw a sign na nakalagay 500 pesos woth of yellow tag items....what the FUC_! what kind of effort on sm's part is this...gagawagawa ng campaign and awareness may kondisyon papala....saka nalang sila maggaganito kung willing talaga silang maginvest dito......KAGAGUHAN! ....ayan init tuloy ng ulo ko....

since super init kahapon pati ata ulo ko naapektuhan.....(uminit din) bastos! ulo ko sa taas! super tagal ng mrt siguro i waited for a bout 15 min for the train to arrive....imagine that 15 min eh di ka pa sigurado ng makakasakay dahil 555 ang mga tao sa loob.....eh super bigat panaman ng dala kong mga tela... nyak! pagsakay ko ang pawis ko day! para akong nakipag compete with ms/mr nancy navalta..... dyonit ever!!!!! so pagbalik ko ng shaw idinaan ko yung devede (thats how they pronounce it) na binili ko nung sunday....ito ang siste.....may nakita akong transformer na cartoons....... tinanong ko yung bilat (girl, para sa mga not knowing ang gay street linggo).... "hey bilat! bago ba tong transformer mo?" ang sagot nya eh "yes ser bago yan..." ako...kasi meron nakong eh baka kasi ito din yun"(kasinga iba ang balot) bilat..."bago yan ser" ....moi.. "soli ko kapag parehas lang nung nasa akin ha"..... "yes ser sige ho"....so buy ang ate nancy mo......eto na... may i return of the jedi ako yesterday once more..... aba ang lola bilat ang drama ito na..."ay koya (koya na! kahapon ser) di kami nagpapalet" aba ang tenga ko nag panting...."eh maron na nga ako nito ang sabi mo pwede kong palitan pag parehas lang".....report ang bilat sa ceo ng maliit na devede stand nila..."ating! palet daw si koya"..... ceo...."bakit"......bilat.... "meron na daw sya neto"....ceo"ano yan bumibili sya ng meron na sya!"....... syempre involve ako kailangan magpaka involve...."eh kasi sabi ng girl mo bago daw eh luma ang laman nito"........ inikot ikot pa ako...ito na gusto ko palitan nila ng detective conan (i love him!!!!) yung transfor mer...di daw pwede kasi two disk yun....sabi ko pay ko nalang yung isa pa...di daw pwede ang palit ng isang disk isang disk din ang palit....so i have to buy the detective conan ng separate at papalitan nila yung single disc ko....ANG TATANGA  NGA KUPAL NA TO!!!!! sales na hindi pa nila madigest....kaloka....pag umiinit ba nageevaporate din ang iq ng tao? so ang ending pinalitan ang "AMERICAN DAD" yung transformer ko....di ako masyadong familiar dun eh...kwento ko pagnapanuod ko na......dont you just love..and have at the same time yung mga fake devede vendor....love kasi ang selection talo pa ang astrovision...at madami silang mga series na di pinapalabas dito, lalo na mga cartoons....and hate kasi there very pushy at maingay...parang walang urbanidad (ang mean ko) at wala kang protection as a consumer...... hay nako....init, init, init! hanggang gabi ang ulo uminit din....hahahahay!!!!! vuhay! hirap maging pagirl.

QUESTION OF THE DAY
what do you do pag mainit ang ulo mo?

PICTURE OF THE DAY

this is what i look like pag di mainit ang ulo.....cute (hehehehe)

babooshka!

PLS BEAR WITH MY SPELLING

hayyyyy! what a weekend...... rest to the max......

last saturday was very fruitful......after work i met my friend jeremy to get his harry potter book sa megamall..... hay nako as usual lovelife nya padin ang aming topic....but i like disscussing his lovelife kasi it makes me feel good kasi yung akin very much on the right track......after dinner sa rai rai ken..... first time nya dun at nasarapan ang bading....naglakad lakad kami....eh medyo nagcrave ako for something sweet ang sabi nya sa akin ice cream daw kami.....eh medyo on diet nga ako so sabi ko was nalang ice cream.....ang ending krispy kreme....nyek!!!!! good luck sa diet.......

pagpasok namin binigyan agad kami ng libreng glazed doughnut......hayyyy! tapos nagorder na kami im suppose to try their hersheys  something eh kaso nakakita ako ng maple glazed....yun ang pinaka favorite ko na flavor ng doughnut.....so ang ending dalawa yung hawak kong doughnut....pero!!!!! isa lang yung kinain ko....yung glazed lang.....ang sabi ni kuya jie (yun ang tawag ko kay jeremey) "alam mo naggygym nga tayo para makain yung gusto natin diba"....ang sagot ko naman...."eh ive gone this far and ive worked so hard for this body so dapat i maintain ko sya kahit papaano....i cant just throw my hardwork kasi gusto kong kumain nalang ng basta gusto ko..... syempre may consideration yung pagpapakandakuba ko sa gym para maatain tong body nato..... syempre para sa jowa ko....hehehehe..... well ang ending yung maple glazed inuwi ko para sa pamangkin ko......the best padin talaga krispy kreme.....mas melt in your mouth kesa sa ibang brand.....dati ang gusto ko dunkin tapos naging go nut ngayon krispy kreme na......


nyak!!!!! calorie overload! according to chuvaness mga 260 calories ang isang glazed doughnut (more or less kasi di ko na matandaan yung nabasa ko sa blog nya) aysusmayosep....halos 20 min ko yun sa glider at halos 45 min ko yun sa threadmill.


hayyyy!!!!! this is worth the threadmill......kasi naman nauna kong nakain yung glazed....

masarap palang mag people watch dun....wala kaming ginawa ni kuya jei kundi manlait ng mga pumapasok nakaktuwa.....

miss krispy kreme.... cute ko talaga...(hindi naman ako medyo self obsses)


miss krispy kreme and the future novelist....... hes writting a book based sa mga istorya ng buhay namin (lovelife ofcourse)....last sat nagawa namin yung pinaka kilig moment sa book nya.


ito ang isa sa mga pinagtripan namin...... actually theres alot of cute couples na pumapasok....may isa lang talagang di namain matanggap (cute yung isa chapter yung isa) ang sabi ni kuya jei eh yan din daw ang tingin ng mga tao sa amin ng jowa ko..... kasi naman maganda ang jowa ko ligwak ako promise....itong dalawang to hanggang sa lumabas kami ginagawan padin namin ng kwento...pero cute sila......


QUESTION OF THE DAY
whats you favorite doughnut favor?

PICTURE OF THE DAY

im so addicted to this.....medyo hindi magkasundo ang tyan ko at dairy pero ito talaga nakakaddict may orange pa sila na flavor.....and yes i do chew on my straw.....naloloka ang asawa ko pag nakikiinom ako sa kanya....

i love you hon!

babooshka!